"Enough is enough"

My heart is quite heavy today; and maybe even yesterday. I wish I didn't care about people, or that when my loved ones ached that it didn't bother me...but it does.

Love is total support and affirmation of self. (In my opinion) How can people say that they love someone and fail to love themselves? How can people justify being abused, having their quality of life shred to pieces all because of someone elses insecurities? I can only imagine how the Most High must feel when he sees the precious life forces entrusted with foolish people. At what point do we say "Enough is enough"..."I refuse to let anyone have control over my life force and my destiny"!!!?? I am confused and thoroughly disappointed in someone today. I am not angry with them, because I care for them entirely too much. I am sitting here recalling the physical abuse that I once endured. I recall the pain, embarrasment and total confusion which followed. Head bandaged, blood flowing, not a tear present because the pain was so severe, I believe I shut all the way down. I remember thinking "This is not the plan for my life" and I took the steps to rebuild my life-ALONE. Sometime we need to do a self check if we keep finding ourselves in certain positions...I mean what's the common denominator??

Why do I even care? I mean...you, obviously DO NOT. Have you ever been angry with yourself for caring about someone or something that kept rejecting your care??

I actually had more to say but this subject is so sensitive and so bothersome to who I am; that I must stop. Let me continue focusing on me and mine. At the end of the day, I am my Star Player and we, as in "I" have to be ready for the game of life.

Let me leave you with this-

You will never fully understand love, until you love yourself.
Forgiveness doesn't mean that you have to be stupid.
Our paths, are part spiritual and part physical, which means you have to do something to activate the powers that be!

Peace and Blessings Kings & Queens :)