Valentines Day

The extent and measures that we go thru to prove to someone who should know who we are and where we stand.
I am ammused.
The high expectations, the dreams, the media, the history, the way it is...
I sit back and I wonder how much the mobile-flower shop has acquired over the last two days as people rush and jump to the punch to show someone that they love them soooooo much.
I digress.

My heart knows no boundaries.
I stand virtually empty.
Everything that I thought I knew seems to be null and void.
I have never ached so much before.
Flowers, last minute cards, none of that can undo what has been done.
I will smile.
I will roll with the punches.
I will act as though my mind operates way below my "means".
Once you had me so committed. I would have done anything for you. I had done anything for you.
Once, you were all I ever saw, dreamed of and thought of.
But, I brought the destruction in via words; and now I am being punished, disrespected and left for dead (in my heart).
The difference is, what I did was unintentional-You are purposely picking apart everything that we worked for. But you are not just hurting one; there are three.
Love and Trust are one.

Watch what you say and who you say it to. You never know who you may need. You never know who knows who.

But finally, real love conquers all.

Happy Valentines Day (But make sure that your PDA surpasses this day, or you will wake up unfulfilled and confused)