I have sabbatoged one too many things. I am secretly wondering, what could possibly be so wrong with me, down deep that I could hurt people who genuinely love me? What cycle am I starting or continuing? I learned something new about myself. I don't like what I learned. Can we get a "redo" button please???
Pain fills my eyes. My body feels as though it is coming apart, limb by ailing limb. Even the people closest to me, don't know who I am right now. Neither do I.
This is one for the books. I am too embarrassed to utter another word.
Please Father Time and Mother of Love reach in and do your work. Keep me consistant. Keep me loyal and true. May her wounds be healed. May the trust be once again, sealed.
Amen
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