how people expect you to be like them. I know I am quite guilty of this on several levels. But in spite of people telling me how different "everyone" is; these are the very people who still expect you to operate, speak, understand things in a manner which is best fitted for them. Ya know, in their "box". As-it-were. Now you all know I am not an "in the box" type of lady, by any means. I just wish that as opposed to people assuming that you will do things the way that they would prefer, that they would open their mouths and speak up. Or say something like "I don't like XYZ done this way, but thanks for the effort....next time will you do it "this way"? Of course it may not be said exactly as such but; something similar would be nice. Come on God!! I've sown these seeds. RECIPROCITY, please!!! I only ask for two things in this life: Integrity and Reciprocity. I have been fortunate, because I have encountered both in my short 30 years on this globe, but it is few and far in between.
Moving along; and I am sorry if it seems like I am always singing the same song. There is a reason for it....I mean if people could open their pie-holes and SAY what they feel, are going thru, would like; etc....and not force me into a situation where I am playing "guess that thought for $600 Alex"; maybe, just maybe I could sing something else. And....and..and; if you don't like what you are watching change the effin channel. Fa-REAL!
and, we're back:
So, how can I get in shape for summer 2010? Why do I lack the total drive to shed these stupid ass pounds? I am ready to be a medium girl. Being a big girl, is starting to be a HUGE-DRAG. I am just ready for change. I guess, I need to really pray, meditate and prepare my mind and spirit for this. If I want to do it properly.
Now, I want to discuss something that will probably piss the "Goody Too Shoes-Bible Packers" all the way off. Oh well, I am exercising my freedom of speech. I just want to speak about a CIVIL issue troubling our nation. Why aren't same sex marriages allowed? respected? fought for? Let me say this, we live in America. Not Great Brittain where Church and State are connected. When people start to tell someone who they can or can not love, and connect with in a legal forum; we run the risk of pulling up the proverbial rug of rights which people have fought and died for, for years. Lest we forget that there are still people alive today, who remember a time that mixed race couples could not marry; they may even remember a time where people of color could not vote. Believe me, there were people then packing the bible and creating scriptural references for why such rights could not be shared with the "minority". Civily and Legally, fair is fair and the discrimination happening right under our noses is NOT FAIR.
Well, I am done w/ my soap box. Special Shout out to my "T.Jax" for well; she knows...um-um-um....Christ be a BC powder.
Let me leave you with a few things before I go into what I hope will be a peaceful sleep-
1. Watch the words which leave your mouth. They have power. Once they come out; they can't be taken back. Be certain that you are strong enough to "receive" what you've asked for.
2. Gaurd your heart, three stacks...gaurd your heart. Some people, quite simply should NOT be trusted w/ your heart. Be weary.
3. Next time you think of someone special, call them, write them or pray for them. There is a reason that they crossed your mind. The Spirit is strong, real and deliberate.
Peace & Blessings Kings and Queens :)
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