Where shall I start? OH yes, this is a preface, and/or disclaimer. I by no means believe that I am without fault. I don't think I am perfect. Nor do I believe that I run anything...hell, I can barely run me. However, one or two things of which I am CERTAIN which seperates me from some "others" is the fact that A. I CAN take constructive criticism. Straight up. I can dish it and take it. B. I am self aware. I know when I am messing up...and if by chance I am not sure, I am not offended if someone calls me on my shit, and I will make a realistic choice as to whether or not I am interested in correcting it....and for shits and giggles let me add an option C. I am REAL-REAL-REAL. I don't try to live 2, 3 and 4 lives because that would be confusing and I just don't see the point. It is, just what it is. Call it confidence. Call it free spirit. Call it the MUTHA-effin truth. Ya dig??
I am beyond sick, and I mean biblical, plague of death sick of fakers and shakers. I am tired of people who talk the talk, but trip and fall at best when it is time to walk. I am tired of grown people who gossip, but never address matters with whom they should. I am tired of people doing the same ish over and over again and wondering (Hallelujah) why things keep going the same way. (ENNN-SAN-E-TEE) I am sick of people who think that they are the beez-neez, and if you correct them for their good they take it the wrong way. I am tired of fake Holy people using their mouth to write checks that their actions continue to "return to sender". Just take some time, find who you are and stand on your beliefs. It's like the old saying "If you don't stand for something you WILL fall for anything", and if NOT you directly; your offspring will. Because GOD is not mocked. Whatever a man sows, so, shall he reap. Rather you see it as Karma, or "what goes around comes around". It is what it is; once again.
I am so ready for the new year. Winter is cleansing the day and night and the surroundings thereof; and I am operating the winter principle in my spirit even now. Some things simply wont come with me into 2010; and the ones who MUST come with me, I am praying for the balance and tact to keep my business, mine and theirs, theirs. I am NO longer concerned with helping those who don't want to be helped. I am NO longer concerned with loving the loveless, person...whose love doesn't first start within. I am NO longer interested on pretenses or wearing and/or having things for the sake of the once needed head turn. I want a simple, carefree, loving, healthy and somewhat responsible life. When I come home after a day of smart work, I want to relax with "The Honey" and know that home is safe, clean and cozy. This will be the place that infuses me with the strength needed to go out into the "real world". I want to laugh with my Fantastic 4, My sisters and the true friends and colleagues which have shown themselves to me recently. At the end of the day, I want to know that I did my best. I spoke and YES (spelled) my best. That I left some sort of impact on this wretched, commercial, spend all your money on one day of the year world. Ok, I am slowly sliding off my soap box...ouch...ass is stuck to the soap box...whew, Jesus be an "ass slimer". Soooo let me leave you with something simple:
BE- That's it. Just be. Be you. Be true. Whatever you aspire to be...just be it. Stop wishing, envying, hoping and remorsing. Just be. Your life will be more simple and enjoyable.
Peace & Blessings Loves. Chat with ya soon enough ;)
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