Songs play in my mind at such a fast pace that I can barely catch the beat. I am snapping my fingers and clapping my hands on 1 and 3, but the beat is clearly at 2 and 4. Have you ever had so much on your plate that your mind was unable to process it? We take for granted the simplicity of our life, wanting to be attached to someone else, to something else. Ahh, the price paid for the things we want.
48 unread work emails, 27 unread personal emails, and 11 text messages wondering where I am today, or why I am not on facebook have managed to irritate me, frustrate me, and entertain me all at once. Why is everything such an emergency? Why is it that when people are confused or angry, I get the scattered calls spewing out every emotion? Can someone ever just call me calmly, not needing anything? Please.
I am slowly hearing the beat just a bit more clearly now, that I am well rested. I am still uncertain about a few things, but only time will tell. It is so hard to keep a positive outlook, when work is draining you, relationships are standing in line taking and taking and finances are playing "guess which bill we'll pay". LOL My life, is a made for TV movie, I am almost convinced. No real complaints though. You know there is a difference in complaints and vents. I am thankful for my life, for chance and chance again to make things right. I am thankful for this moment to breathe. It's been 27 minutes and 16 seconds since my last call. Whew
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