They don't taste sweet because they DID NOT ripen on the vine

Disturbed are my dreams and my realities….so what does that make them, nightmares?
What I used to feel is gone. Hidden in the assumptions, the screaming, the yelling and drowned in the tears.
I used to get dressed to the nines for work.
I used to give 110%; but once you started chipping away at the whole, you left me with half and when that wasn’t enough, you came back for seconds and thirds: Leaving my plate barren and desolate. Then I became trapped in the revolving door of bull shit.
Come on you know?…it’s like a revolving door that you can’t get out of. And furthermore you don’t know whether you are going or coming anymore. It requires no energy to continue in a mindless circle because that is the direction that the system created for you. IT. IS. DESIGNED. THAT. WAY. But if you dare step out and move forward, you will experience great discomfort, and some may wonder what you are doing, but those feelings are temporary and necessary for the growth. I am sick of revolving, it’s time for evolving. I said, I am SICK of revolving, it’s time for evolving. This same song, sounds flat and I know my music.
Man, I tell ya, this world will chew you up and spit you out without remorse. Leaving you sitting there battered wondering why this happened and how you allowed yourself to become so mangled. People, Corporations…they’re all the same. Milking, milking and milking until you have nothing. My breasts are raw and empty. Happy now? Of course you are, sitting fat, fat full at my expense as I scratch for pieces.
The same people, who needed you, will turn a deaf ear when you are down on your luck. The same companies who smiled in your face and compared you to being the best thing since sliced bread, will secretly plan your demise as soon as you no longer shine and jingle the way you used to. “On to the next…toy” Rrrrrright, now you get it.

• Does anyone value the human mind anymore?
• Does anyone speak to the human heart anymore?
• Does consistency still account for anything or is it a lost art like the promise and the honesty?
• Does anyone just tell it like it is anymore?
• Does anyone truly care and keep his/her brother/sister anymore?
…………Or has this greedy, technology driven, power hungry, selfish, lazy, “do as I say, not as I do” generation no longer have time to stop and check on anyone else? Perhaps they are too busy running a made up race, which at the end of the day will mean absolutely nothing. Do you not know that when you stand before your Maker you will answer for every second, minute, hour, person and opportunity that you abused? Do you not know that every broken promise, every lie, every failure to follow thru is a disagreement with your purpose? Probably not. You probably never received the memo because it was locked away in a book and you only do the internet now. Breathe now, I hope that these waters weren’t too deep for you. Come out of the water. Come out of my truth. Put your name brand shoes back on and run as fast as you can. Don’t worry about writing the vision. Don’t worry about making a solid plan. Don’t worry about keeping your commitment. And whatever you do, don’t worry about following the rules. Just continue in your chaotic direction, (circular motion) you are likely to get someplace very soon. But don’t be surprised when the reward doesn’t taste as good as you expected. Your fruit is old, under developed and never even had a chance to ripen.
But like my master said,
…………………”you will know them, by the fruits that they bear” HA!!! And, I know you, or at least I thought I did.

Yuck!!!!!!