Breaking Point

I have worked hard and equally played as hard my whole life. I always knew that I was special and that the world would hear my voice in one means or another. It is that anointing on my life that I believe has kept me safe and always well cared for.

This year, this 2010...the year I always waited for (my birthday was 10.10.10) is quickly coming to a close. This year has not even remotely gone the way that I plan. I've been thru some challenges. Some of these challenges, at one point left me gasping for air and wondering if I would ever come out of the darkness.

But now as I am breaking, coming out of the darkness, one bold foot in front of the other I am thankful for every broken promise, every loss of treasure, every feeling of lack....because those things shook me to my core and made me see what was/is really important in my life.

Now, before you go forward, you must realize that the things which are important to me, may not be the same for you. You may also be wondering why or how I feel that I am broken; so allow me to explain:

My belief system has been broken. The very bedrock to which my soul rests has been shaken so badly that it actually cracked and is now unstable. This means that now, I have no preconceived notions about anyone or any situation. I no longer believe that because you are an adult that you will know who you are or where you are going. I know longer believe that finding God means going to church or to jail. I no longer believe that love is enough.

These things are helping to re-mold me in a better, stronger and more open minded spirit being in a physical body. With these gifts of rebirth, I plan to properly leave my legacy on this earth. You may not like my methods or what I have to say, but that has nothing to do with my purpose and my journey.

So you see, a breaking point is not bad. It is only bad if you opt to remain broken, crumbled and disconnected from the universes mighty realm.